I Started Having Sex When I Was 15 Years Old...

Written & Submitted  Anonymously by a Goddess Detox Beauty in Louisiana 😘

I started having sex when I was 15 years old. I was very young. My first encounter was with a 17 year old guy who expressed to me that he was not in a relationship, at the time we first had sex. He was older. It was my first year in high school, and I didn’t have any friends. He urged me to keep our platonic yet, friends with benefit relationship a secret. To make the long story short , one day after school I found out he had a girlfriend.

Before I could confront him with the news he called me to tell me he did not want to continue our relationship. He expressed he just wanted to be friends, but we could not talk as extensive as we did in the past. I was so hurt. A few weeks after he broke things off with me , I began to hear rumors in the hallways, and around school of things him and I did sexually together. That hurt the most. Not only did he use me, but he made a mockery of me, and shared what I thought were  very intimate moments of us with his friends.

I remember it being very hard to walk in the cafeteria in the mornings for breakfast. The whispers , and laughs devasted me. I never told him he was my first. I began looking for love elsewhere. My parents were not affectionate. They would tell me they love me , but there were no hugs or kisses on my forehead; there was no validation of those four letter words. I began sleeping around in high school.

I was very lonely , and didn’t have any friends. Ive been exploited by guys. I’ve beeen used , lied to, and abused sexually and emotionally. I fault no one, but myself. When I ask myself what made me leave the relationship; simply put was I got tired of the abuse. I was tired of just having sex with guys because I didn’t like to be lonely, or because they wanted too. I was tired of not enjoying sex. I was tired of my body getting treated so poorly. I was tired of my body being abused. I’ve been sexually abused over five times by more than 4 partners.

Once realizing how I was harming myself ; that was the final straw. Since leaving these relationships, life been good, but the trauma is still here. I try not to think about it as much. If I do can’t sleep , or I began to get very emotional.

Using this product has helped me tremendously. They literally leave me feeling like I have detoxed all of the hurt and pain that was inflicted on me 7 years ago. I’m currently on my third detox, and I can’t thank God enough that I’ve found these products. #goddessdetox thank you wholeheartedly.

 

Written & Submitted  Anonymously by a Goddess Detox Beauty in Louisiana on 10/14/2017 at 10:38 PM 😘

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